I liked a girl when i went to uni, and for privacy reasons i won’t mention her name and the uni i went to, but on the first day of class i saw her and she was so beautiful and she sat next to me and after class i talked to her, i asked for her notebook and she was actually nice to talk to, she said 'i will give it to you tmrw after i finish writing what i missed' and i knew then i can actually talk to her, then days went we started talking, exchanged numbers then we even went to church together, then we started flirting and after some time she told me she had a bf, my brain started to hurt, i wanted to vomit, i wanted to ..., the girl i liked had a bf and i thought i betrayed God it was an overwhelming feeling for me, for the first time i experienced hurt it was really new for me, and after that i went to my dorm told what happened to my dormmates and they told me she was probably lying to make me jealous, and guess what, i listed to them and started to talk to her and after that she showed me her bf, then i knew it was all real and what she told me was true that moment just pushed me towards God then i started praying and reading my bible more, getting closer to God, then i got a course i didn’t wanna learn so i dropped out, and came to addis, the a year passed then i sometimes call and sometimes she call but the spark was never there and a year passed again then i remembered that feeling and wanted to talk to her but she never responded, blocked me on the phone and telegram only allowed me ig its kinda cruel when i think about it, so what do you think i should do i know im years late but should i just forget about her or ?